Sigh.... This past month of my life has been quite a spectacle and I can't say that I am unhappy, rather a bit shocked and taken back. I just feel like people are starting to wash out of my life while others gain more importance. My two best friends don't mesh so well and as the days go by my closeness with one is constantly gaining, due in large part to the fact that we are in very similar situations in our life and it brings about a bigger bond than either one of us were expecting. It is nice to be around people who know what you are going through... who can relate... and when they say "I know how you feel" you know they aren't feeding you some over used line of bullshit. My friend of years and years is nowhere to be found... this is how it always is with us, but in a way I feel like there is going to be a time when we just stop talking all together for good for no good reason. And sad as it may be I think I will be ok when that happens. You realize that the people you once longed to spend your time with you now have nothing to even send them in a text. Such is the change of life.... I guess I just figured that after a certain period it would stop.... then I read a quote yesterday one I have heard before, but it speaks so true.... "The only constant thing in this world, is change." That being said it never ceases to amaze me how people are lack the ability to cope with it. Change is scary but good Lord I am so thankful for it..... I guess I say I embrace change because I am a free spirit.... granted I get highly agitated when things don't go my way, but when the breeze blows in newness I am appreciative.
Was I getting to a point in this??? I don't really think so ... just in a blogging mood =)
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